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Wednesday, January 09, 2008


For the past two days I've been feeling angry and upset for really no particular reason at all. I'm really quite glad there aren't any sharp objects that I consider sterile (enough) at home. Times when you feel like being vindictive and arguing simply because you can. Or rather because I can. Being mean for the sake of causing hurt, then when this period tides over you regret your actions and can't undo it. I'm feeling so destructive now, think I'll go ruin a marker or something safe. Sigh, back to school? Not enough sleep? Blah, in the meantime I'm trying to restrain myself and be nice. Shall try not to let myself be provoked though I am very willing to lash out and argue and scream to vent my frustration. Little things that usually don't bother me at all now wedge themselves firmly in my brain, insisting they be dealt with or I have no peace to speak of. Best course of action being listening to music really loudly and pretending to sleep/hiding under my blanket so I won't be annoyed.