sometimes glass glitters

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more than diamonds

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goodbye


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Friday, March 24, 2006


Whee! Lep was such a fun paper.. Hee. I think it's a literary thing, 'cos you memorise quotes and stuff and you start using them in everyday speech. X) Oh yes, all the subjects for block tests were fun. =D 22 marks of maths was for P and C which I didn't do practise for, then I forgot to mod my values meaning I couldn't integrate ln (-1) to get the correct answer. And chemistry was so interesting! Besides the organic stuff, everything else looked foreign and yet vaguely familiar at the same time. How could I forget bio? 25 minutes for two essays of things that I mugged in the morning or day before. Mm, a very interesting week indeed. =)


Wednesday, March 22, 2006


Hai, you read about dysfunctional families all the time, and you cluck disapprovingly at abusive parents, unfeeling siblings, troublesome family members and then..

You really can't feel what they feel until you're really in their shoes.

When kids turn bad, whose fault is it? When you have kids next time, please do love them a lot, all of them. Practising favouritism is horrible. Especially when you're on the receiving end, what would your other siblings think?

I'm very glad for my own parents. <3

Bleh, disjointed thoughts about a rather disconcerting incident. =(

In other issues, block tests have been extremely fun thus far. I wonder what else they can throw at us. Then again, it never was them was it? All play and no work makes Jack a stupid boy. Not studying doesn't make you stupid, it just makes the paper much harder. Then again, you can't make yourself into something you already are. Oops. =X


Sunday, March 19, 2006


怎么也不像一个学期已过的感觉... 我的假期到底去了哪里？Feels like my term was inadequately ended. No proper closure? Maybe that's why I'm currently online and not feeling too anxious about the paper tomorrow. Then again, when I start doing the paper or after the paper, I'm quite sure my attitude will change.. =X Oh well.


Friday, March 17, 2006


Looking back, I know I've been quite an idiot during hc, and there were many things that could have been avoided. So I'm sorry to everyone whom I've offended in one way or another. There probably isn't a very legitimate excuse for my behaviour or temper then, although lack of sleep could have very well been a contributing factor.. But in any case, I'm sorry! Don't think I'll actually have the courage to say it in your faces, but I really am.


Wednesday, March 15, 2006


本来以为没有哭那么多就是比去年冷静..可是心里总是有伤心处，在翻照片，读日记时会不由自主的痛，眼泪也随着不由自主的流。这时候也只想找一些了解你感受的人，在一起回忆那些美丽的时光，那些只能在回忆里存在的画面。想继续生活在这美丽的黄城梦中，永远不醒，可是现实的闹钟又几时和我配合过？不可能完成的要求，奇迹的出现，那种似乎完美的感觉，都只有在梦中才能找到。


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Monday, March 13, 2006


It's over. 以英语谈黄城总觉得怪怪的，可是这一次，当幕关后，心情也是怪怪的。


最后一次的演出，短暂的悲伤，生命也不会因你而停止。
对这一次的演出的感想，感触，都是非笔墨所能形容的。结束的方式和我想象的不同，并非轰轰烈烈，而是很graceful, it ended with quiet confidence. Lapsing into English halfway, oh dear.


反正就是没有像以前那种感觉...那种感觉，应该是永远也找不回来了。每一场戏都不一样，而回忆只能从平面的照片和录影找寻。利用它们启发自己当时的情感...


Oh well, 终于落幕了。


Monday, March 06, 2006


每个人都有疯狂，崩溃的权利，可是当你看到别人的问题似乎比你的大，比你的多时，或许你应该先拿号码排在他们的后面。这样一来就不会将全世界的人也一起逼疯。=)

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终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

nice song =)