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Saturday, August 27, 2005


Pei Chun CIP today! Haiz, actually it's just very tiring having to attempt to look after 22 kiddies with 2 people. Not to mention that when weilong said we were 6(!!!) years older, I suddenly felt kind of old... I was a bit apprehensive about the entire event, since I had never looked after so many little kiddies before, especially after when they came, the kiddies didn't look so little after all. Anyway the ice breaking game of dao zhuang ju was quite sad since no one knew how to play it, and the little kids were all quite stone. Plus the guys and the girls were ostroing each other, and I had to sort of shout to be heard across my group since every other group was also trying to play ice breaking games in that same space. And since we were all required to speak chinese, games like dog and bone became gou yu shi tou... But judging by shell's xiao mo wang, my group people were all quite nice essentially, although half way one of them ended up being quite upset because she was placed in a group with someone she didn't like, and went to complain to the teacher. But that problem sort of worked itself out? And our cheng yu gu shi rocks lahz! We got top in 2 out of 3 ping fen biao zhuns... But the rest of our games were quite sad, especially since we played only one? No wonder the little kiddies were bored. =( They were nice and enthu though, although they liked to run around a lot! Like immediately after lunch, when we were rehearsing, running to the water cooler, toilet etc. Hyperactive kids... All in all, it was really tiring! And my throat felt so terribly dry after that, plus my nose was running in the morning =( Then when I was walking along the road outside school, when I fell! Actually I totally didn't see the drain at all, so I ended up with a sort of sprained ankle? But I don't think it's that bad, or it shouldn't be anyway... Just hurts a little when I strain it. It's not swollen or anything, which is good. =) Shall go cut my hair tmr, especially since there seem to be a lot of split ends, and it's getting unruly...


Thursday, August 25, 2005


I'm quite unused to the smooth consistent look of the floor outside of my house. They recently repainted the blocks, and patched up the floor while they were at it. Everytime I go home, I stare at the floor and think they came back and did something else to it, but obviously they haven't. The familiar cracks, marks, paint, even extra layers of plaster are all gone. Replacing them are smooth planes of light grey concrete. I kind of liked the old floor better, I liked it better in that I knew where each line was, how I've seen it there for the past 10 plus years? Now that familiarity is gone. The little things that make my life seem secure and rooted are slowly eroding, the floor's different, the gate's a different colour, the colour of the block, the colour of the railings, the lack of a private transport vehicle. The routine of my life has been sort of disrupted, could be a contributing factor to my unsettled state of mind right now. Hmm. Whilst pondering about the new flooring and stuff, I walked up the stairs and was confronted by a cockroach! The horror! Of course confronted wouldn't be a very good word, since the creature was lying flat on it's back, feelers moving about and the odd limb slowly jerking about. I stood there for a few minutes, staring in fascination, watching the cockroach's life ebb away as each minute passed. To think that the cockroach was lying on it's back, at the side of the step, (brings a new meaning to the phrase 'Crawl somewhere and die', or at least it did for me) in an unassuming, insignificant manner, dying.

I believe that everything, everyone, everything has a purpose in life. Although I never really understood what cockroaches were put here for, but it just struck a chord... Death, the end of everything that one knows. It comes more unexpectedly than one would think, and the passing of anyone can and will affect people in more ways than thought possible. How you measure your life isn't by accolades and awards, but rather what sort of impact you leave on other people. <- Rephrased from something I heard from somewhere once before. Haiz, the impact of a cockroach on my life, and I don't even like them one bit. =(


Wednesday, August 24, 2005


Oh no, now I think I'm going to be kind of really sad. <- I am sad.

sad ( P ) Pronunciation Key (sd)
adj. sad·der, sad·dest
Affected or characterized by sorrow or unhappiness.
Expressive of sorrow or unhappiness.
Causing sorrow or gloom; depressing: a sad movie; sad news.
Deplorable; sorry: a sad state of affairs; a sad excuse.
Dark-hued; somber.

I found myself happily thrashing about in a whirlpool of reality today, and evidently, I can't swim. Regrettably, reading chi bi fu doesn't help change my point of view anyway. I'm not that noble nor above all the worldly/academic/material desires that I still crave. In Plato's allegory, I'm stuck in the cave and I don't want to get out of it. Essentially, I realised how much time I spend in school, doing school related things and just being academic. But the returns some time pale in comparison to what you've put in. This, being a very selfish blog about me, my life and other I-related stuff, I am now in the midst of complaining about my grades, and apparent sudden dissatisfaction with school life. Of course, I will still go to school and stuff, life goes on, as should this period of depression, so no one should be too worried, if you are that is, if not... Well, it just doesn't. Anyway, after talking to a few people within the span of the past few days, my life seems kind of pathetic and miniscule. People out there who know what they want strive and fight to get it. People like me who are aimless just mill around, hoping to get by life as best as we can, until we figure it out. Like how I'm milling around in school right now, getting average/less than average grades etc. Which essentially proves that I'm studying in the wrong way! But this also means that I don't know how to study properly. =( A bit worried with the promos coming and stuff. I don't think I will flunk it all horribly or stuff, or at least I hope not, and there will always be people who do worse than me (I think), but it's not good looking down all the time is it? That isn't the point. Why look down when you can always look up? People will definitely do better than me, which usually doesn't do much for my ego either. Haiz, actually this is quite a trivial entry about me being despondant about my grades (or lack there of) and the coming promos. Ignore me and I should be ok in due time. =)


Sunday, August 21, 2005


Hmm, colourgenics.

First try:

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

Recently everything seems to have gone wrong and so you are experiencing considerable stress and anxiety due to mental conflict. A continuous case of 'Should I?' or 'Shouldn't I?'. At this particular moment in time you feel as if you have reached the end of your tether and it seems impossible to ever rectify the situation and so you have decided, perhaps quite unrealistically, to postpone making any further decisions. Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to despondency. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decision, you are likely to immerse yourself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.

Second try:

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.

Third try:

You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

Am I really that troubled? Maybe I've been belittling all my problems. Maybe that's why I've been on such a short fuse lately... Getting away from it all, sounds idealistic and happy doesn't it? Idealistic indeed, definitely not realistic at all. =) A small break? From what? I have no idea what problem(s) are annoying me the most right now. I find myself getting more vindictive and irritable lately with various people, close friends or not. That's bad, because if I do anything stupid and regrettable, I might have to end up being a hermit in some cave on some remote island undiscovered by anyone else yet. With not much natural resources and stuff too, (don't want it getting targeted by foreign powers and such for oil and who knows what) but just enough to get by. I'm still stuck in the cave, but do I want to get out? The light is good for me, but I don't have to like it. The truth is good for me, but I don't have to want it.


Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Warning: Rambling ahead with no signs of paragraphing, a lot of random punctuation and occasional bad grammar and sentence structure. Beware for the safety of your own english standard and gp grade. But if you still want to read it, hou guo zi fu! XD

Blah, the weather is annoying, so annoying that I'm probably going to plonk myself in any air conditioned room as and when I can. Anyway, we had ny's 88th(!!!) alumni dinner yesterday, which was kind of cool 'cos we're all 1988 babies. We also had 30+ close to 40+ people from our year coming back for the dinner? Bulk being made up of us! Haha, it was kind of a waste of money if you were planning to gorge on food, but who cares! It's nearly never the material that matters, but the company. =) And of course I adore (most of) the company present yesterday. Nice friends that I haven't seen in a while, others that I've always seen but somehow never found the time (my fault!) to talk to. Some whom I never wanted to see again, but have to remain civil to anyway. It's nice how some things don't change, how when we get back together we can hold conversations like we've never graduated. How everything falls back into it's place and order, in that very comfortable manner. =) Another late night talk under the sky, with someone I haven't talked to properly in a while, was reassuring. Reassuring about my existance, self worth and place around school and stuff. Catching up with some not so close people was kind of awkward at first, but everything was forgotten with lots and lots of photo taking! GEP photos (Yar I'm from GEP, and proud of it!), 414 class photos, the CO girls photos, random photos, photos with teachers, Mrs Lim, Ling lao shi! etc. Happy memories of secondary school dydx-es, habits of mind, not blinking when our math teacher drew curves, having open book tests or ting xies, eating during lessons, hearing stories from laoshi, walking by the staffroom and just waving hi. It's also really good to get back into a crowd where you're familiar around, where you haven't (not) already done stupid things, where you can go crazy and high and know that they will too. To complain and whine about proven stereotypes and annoying people and knowing that they agree with you. To be comfortable in an all female crowd and run around excitedly screaming, hugging, jumping around and of course, taking photos. You guys are a great bunch of people, really. =)


Thursday, August 11, 2005


Guy Smiley: Hi, this is Guy Smiley, and this here is Adrian. (Adrian is a cute, orange, lady muppet, he hugs her)

Adrian: (giggle) Hello!

Guy: Adrian starts with the letter A, just like the alphabet. Here's a song about the way I feel about her.

(Guy and Adrian start walking past a row of alphabet blocks. As he sings, he tosses each block to the ground.)

Guy: (sings) A, you're adorable
B, you're so beautiful
C, you're a cutie full of charms
D, you're a darling
And E, you're exciting
And F, you're a feather in my arms

Adrian: (giggles) A feather-that tickles!

Guy: G, you look good to me
H, you're so heavenly
I, you're the one I idolize
J, we're like Jack and Jill
K, you're so kissable
L is the love light in your eyes
M, N, O, P, I could go on all day
Q, R, S, T, alphabetically speaking, you're okay
U made my life complete
V means you're very sweet
W, X, Y, Z
It's fun to wander through the alphabet with you
To tell you what you mean to me

(Just then Cookie Monster marches up, demanding--)

Cookie Monster: Where's my blocks?!

Adrian: EEEEEEKKK!!!!!!

(She runs off, leaving Guy looking very embarassed. As he begins the second half, he starts hurriedly picking up blocks. Each time, Cookie Monster grabs it away and eats it in that ab-ab way of his.)

Guy: (speaks, the tune still playing) Well, here's A ... and B ... C ... D ... and E ... and F ... Gee! ... H ...

Cookie Monster: I! Where's I?

Guy: Here's I! ... and J ... and K ... and here's L .... M, N, O, P, I could go on all day--

CM: Do! Do! (ab-ab-ab)

Guy: (hurriedly now) Q, R, S, T,--alphabetically speaking, you're okay--U! V! W X Y Z! It's fun to wander through! The alphabet with you! And tell you what you mean to me! (Runs off)

Cookie Monster: (just before he eats the last block) Bye bye!


Tuesday, August 09, 2005


Oh no, to think after a few, or maybe two happy posts, I'm back here with an annoyed one. =( Of course, I should go in chronological order, since I do like some sort of regularity in my life, especially since it isn't apparent in the tidiness of my table nor my handwriting.

But then again, it's much easier to do things in order, helps you remember better too. And again, back to reality. After the rather tame national day celebrations yesterday, or maybe I just didn't feel high enough? I went off with sam to watch charlie and the chocolate factory. The movie was quite disappointing I guess, much too morbid for my tastes. I know Roald Dahl was a dark author, but the movie added in additional things like Willy Wonka's family background and stuff like that, which seemed to make it deviate from the book. Also the bright cheery colours and synthetic objects made it seem even more macabre than it was originally meant to be? Or maybe I just wasn't getting the full picture from the book. The original book put across the morals regarding the importance of family in a more subtle and acceptable way for me I guess. Was the movie disappointing? In a way I guess it was, but... I guess I would have wanted to watch it anyway regardless of how the show turned out.

After that I wanted to join the class at kbox, but apparently they were done singing at 530. So I went home! Probably the earliest I've been home in quite a while. =) I guess I was probably happier with sam? Don't think my mood that day could have stood much niaoing without me getting annoyed or maybe blowing up. If anyone is still unsure, I DO NOT like him in that manner nor vice versa. Niaoing and rumours have their limits, and I think mine is being reached soon. Don't push the wrong buttons ok? Because I'd hate to have to blow up in front of everyone else. =)

Slept really early last night, 1040? Had a lot of things I was feeling not quite comfortable about, and normally after waking up from sleep, things seem much clearer and optimistic. I woke up the next day at about 9 plus, and was a bit annoyed that I didn't manage to sleep for 12 hours. But I just couldn't sleep any more, plus I had a meeting to attend later that day. After loitering around at home, packing bad and koping minutes from ger, I left the house, expecting a quite short meeting. Hopefully.

Unfortunately, like most things in life, things aren't what we wish they are, or were, or would be. So the meeting started late, it dragged, and dragged, for about 3 plus hours. The more it dragged, the more annoyed I got, and the more dead I got... Really stone and stone... Of course at the end, or near the end of the meeting, I started getting more and more pissed. If you have something to tell me, or something to say about me, please do it in a straight forward manner. Please do not attempt to zhi sang ma huai, becaue I'd sooner ignore you than listen anyway. And in any case, please figure out the difference between school and personal things, such that you do not accuse people of things without basis. I hope you realise already that I do not like you very much, and presumably the feeling is mutual. Which is good, since henceforth I can openly (actually I'm quite open le) show my displeasure. =) Lesser rubbish about having to pretend and stuff lahz

Met my friend later, who had been wandering for about as long as my meeting was? Sorry!! Haha, and city link was damn crowded 'cos of NDP. Managed to yak all the way and decided on coffee, since the fireworks wouldn't be starting so soon. After that we made our way to Jurong, where we saw huge crowds at the field and attempted to make our way to a spot where the fireworks were visible, but was relatively people free for the moment. Can't really remember where we were, but anyway the first fireworks were shockingly loud and abrupt. I remember staring in awe for a moment before frantically taking out my phone to video tape the shots. =) And of course learning from experience, I held the handphone but looked at the fireworks away from the phone (duh!) it was so pretty! Haha, I liked the part where many many many fireworks went off together, and the second round of fireworks, with the very very very nice (!!!) golden glittery stuff! =D

After that, well, it involved a lot of walking, which is immensely theraputic. =) But because of something that happened or rather something that I saw during the course of my day, I realised that life and everything it contains is transient. Everything is impermanent, and life is like a dream, as are dreams like life. The "Forever Friends!" printed so surely in the pages of an autograph book years ago in your childish handwriting, to whom does the book belong to? Do you remember? Do they remember? The words you felt so sure of when you dished it out, "Stay in contact ok? We'll always be friends." How far have you drifted apart? Do you know where they are now? How deep must friendships be before they never drift. How can you be sure things will never change? (Which is impossible, because things always do, and the most we can do is change with it)

Oh well, 6 hours of talking, 10 plus bus stops of walking, and I feel much better. Thanks. =)


Sunday, August 07, 2005


=D This entry shall be filled with a relatively large number of smiley faces, because I had a great day yesterday, that ended with a great night, despite the inclusion of a few guys (who cannot be counted as guys).

But anyway, yan gui zheng zhuan. I apparently slept at 2/3am the morning itself, although I thought I remembered it as only being 1 plus... Obviously, I slept in front of the computer again, and with my fondness for not turning up my speakers, nudges were ignored, as were the frequent beepings and blinkings of msn conversations. Despite that, I managed to wake up at 9am for math, whereby I nearly slept through my tuition and once again reaffirmed the fact that my integration = CMI.

Then I rushed X3 to school, with my dad sending me, because I thought I would be late! But turns out I was early, and helped lend a hand/shoulder to a few lep people who seemed quite stressed. Don't worry people, you guys did a great job! =) Anyway I did odd jobs, like get people to sign the guestbook, arrange plates, hide bags in inconspicuous corners etc. And the food wasn't too bad, plus we met lots of nice seniors! Ame and I saw a daoju senior, whom didn't seem familiar at all, but went around wearing a daoju tee and had quite a pro looking camera with him. Anyway the three of us took photos together, daoju and all, then realised we didn't know his name! Ok, till now I still don't, but I highly doubt he does either, so it's che ping le. =) Plus cai ying came!! OMG, she's so pretty in real life lohz, and I bet she was really nice too. The celebrations itself was quite fun, and the skit was very lame too, but good that the syllabus wasn't changed or else only we would get the jokes? Oh yar, plus we sang yu te de ge, and the seniors dedicated a kapo song to yu laoshi, and he made a very moving speech... -dabs at tears- So sweet lahz, we all love yu laoshi!!! =D

But after that came the nasty part, where I started disliking a certain person for not doing work. LEP borrowed movable stages from the council and we were supposed to move it back to the hall, so being severely deficient in people, we decided to get the guys to help move it back as best they could, being supposedly stronger and such. But a certain person somehow didn't help and walked around being very....useless? Never mind, although I did sustain quite some painful(!) bruises on both arms because of the stage, and I got irritated with him again, when we were moving the caterer's stuff down stairs. Would it seriously have killed him to move to wicker baskets full of tissue paper and odds and ends down? Was it that heavy to cause him to break a nail or something? I mean truthfully, what kind of guy are you? Ok wait, maybe you're a non-guy, but that doesn't give you an excuse! The girls were moving a lot of other bulky stuff around too! Hmph.

Bah humbug, anyway after that we moved the drinks down, then doreen and shell started passing down the cups, plates and cutlery via the throw down and catch method. Quite entertaining, especially since beng beng said it looked like doreen was pao-ing xiu qiu... Then later wanglaoshi also joined in the fun by doing the same with the trash bags. When he came down later, he told us to put the rubbish in the car so that he could drive it to the bin at the gate...And liuzhen and ningfei went into the car as well, evidently being... Then muppet brought up a good point which sent many of us rolling over in laughter... If the things in the car were rubbish, what does that make the driver? XD

Then after clearing up the smaller things like trash and stuff, muppet, shell, georgia and I were planning to go and watch wuyuetian! But muppet abandoned us at the bus stop for her beloved YouMiao, leaving shell, georgia and I. Thinking that it was at the esplanade, we took a bus down and walked all the way there only to discover that it wasn't! Then we took a train to marina and took the bus to the waterfront where we saw lots and lots of pretty fireworks!!!! -hypers- =D It was really really cool, and I hadn't seen fireworks up close since...primary 5? Haha it was really really nice lahz, and I guess I was kind of smiling after that continuously, because the crowds and walking around was worth it! The view was great, and the fireworks were just breathtaking! I want to go watch again! And I shall. =) Anyway we were trying to squeeze inside the place so we could watch the concert, and 'cos the ground was all squishy and stuff, they lined it with tarp? and plastic sheets so we could walk over it. And there was this very nice auntie at the stands, whom helped pull everyone over such that we didn't land and sink into the icky mud! Which shows that some people still are very considerate after all. =)

When we finally made it inside, it didn't seem as crowded as it was just now, and unfortunately as we feared, wu yue tian was to be the last performers! =( So we didn't stay till the end, but left then zi ran juan finished. But okay lahz, they were cute, and the experience is something I will remember for a long while. The company was great, plus the organisation of the entire affair was quite admirable, especially since all of us were expecting some kind of chaotic situation we normally get at Marina, i.e. shortage of buses with people cramming in like sardines, jaywalking across roads and pushing and shoving to get where they want to.

Overall it was a really really good day, maybe because of the good ending, but I ended up horribly tired after that, and was supported by random poles at the bus stop and mrt. Although they are supposed to be kind of dirty and all, but I was tired! Cannot help it wad... XP Plus the other alternative was kind of oily... =) Went home to bathe and immediately konked out on my bed. Mm, sleep! =) Happyhappyhappy! Haha. =D


Friday, August 05, 2005


Haha, I decided to post about qing gong yan a)before I forget and b) because my blog looks quite sad and has more sad than happy entries and thus I should have another happy entry soon before people think I'm depressed or something.

But anyway, the day was quite hard to get through, before the nice sort of long weekend and fun. First period of the morning was chem spa, and last period of the day was zuo wen ce yan. For once, I didn't mess up my chem spa! I had relatively accurate readings, no spillages and I finished within the time limit! Basically it's because there was no calculations involved, so... Yar well. Ran through the rest of the day looking forward to the end of the day. So I was essentially a very distracted student the whole of today, but that isn't the point!

Qing gong yan!!! Started with eating as usual and lots of crap. Concluded yet again that ger cannot cook, crack eggs will have egg shells inside it, peel prawns will still have shells on it... But the prawns also cannot blame her, they were frozen cold? And it's really hard to peel when the shells are stuck to the meat and stuff. Okay lahz, the food part was quite horrendous too, cos we all kept getting attacked by oil! Oh yar, ger and I wore the same colour combi again! Haha, senior of 4+ years really got mo qi!

Anyway after that we decided to take photos and photos and more photos, so everyone was like taking guan yue quan jia fu, and because gladys tried to hit cr, when she pulled back her arm, she whacked me instead! So wo wu yuan wu gu bei ren da le... Then I started rubbing my nose, which turned red! Which was happily captured by the trigger happy enoch... Anyway, we successfully managed to take guanyue, dizi, guanyue sans kapo photos again, which was quite fun! And we exchanged/gave gifts to the seniors...

Gave a lot of weird things to the seniors, which was quite entertaining, since everything was wrapped in brown packaging... And anyway, my darling senior and I, gave each other letters in the same format of glass bottles lahz! Hehe, really you mo qi lohz, senior junior for 4 + years, inherited both her posts... Oh well! =) I gave her a mirror if anyone was wondering, and you can get the reason(s) why from ger or something... I got a really cute snail, which rolls along and can fold on itself(sounds protein like) but the string is so short and it's going to spoil my back from trying to pull it along lohz, but it's cute! And it's the second piece of T.O.T.S merchandise I own. =)

Ok lahz, I enjoyed myself, more due to the company than anything else... OH yar! I have new family members, again! Now I have alex jie jie and ger ah yi... =) So fun to be younger/youngest in the family... Anyway I guess I was quite hyper when I did that, but it's fun! And more family members never hurt anyone I guess... =)