sometimes glass glitters

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zx. 20+. wants(1 gpa to stay abv 4.00 (2 big watsons dog/guitar lessons/tohoshinki cds/dvds/polaroid camera(on a whimsy)/new sandals/dresses!/skirts/tops/shorts... (3 summer holidays to come soon

more than diamonds

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goodbye


designer: eminence.
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Sunday, May 29, 2005


Movies I want to watch:

-Star Wars Episode 3
-Madagascar
-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
-The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galazy

Things I have to study:

Biology
-> Biochemistry - Water
- Proteins
- Lipids
- Carbohydrates
-> Enzymes
-> Microscopey
-> Cell structure and function
-> Nucleic Acids
-> Cell Division

Chemistry
-> Mole + redox
-> Mass Spec
-> Atomic Structure
-> Periodicity
-> Gas law
-> Chemical bonding
-> Periodicity 2
-> Thermochemistry
-> Chemical energetics

Mathematics
-> AP, GP
-> Inequalities
-> Mathematical Induction
-> Partial Fractions
-> Binomial Expansion
-> Functions, Graphs and Transformations
-> Trigonometry - Idenitities
- Inverse trigo fxn and graphs
- General solutions
- Small angle approximations

LEP
-> Tang shi(12)
-> Hui fu zi you yi hou
-> Yao
-> Gu wen (8)

Number of days I have for June holidays: 28
Number of days at LEP camp: 4
Number of 1/2 days at CO: 3
Number of days for Pw: 3
Number of days I think I have left: 18
Number of days I will actually be left with when my appointments are confirmed: 0

Yay, what a lovely June holiday, I'm quite sure it will zoom past just as quickly as it came. Anyway I will be gone from 30th May to 2nd June because of LEP camp, but I'm still fairly contactable through my handphone. =)



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Tuesday, May 24, 2005


Blah! I'm in a very irritated mood right now, and stupid things that are happening around me make it worse. -snaps(!)atrandom people- ARGHness!


Friday, May 20, 2005


Lala, one more school day to the end of the term, and one more day, or rather an hour plus more to my birthday! I got two(!) mogu/marshmallow cushions today that are very nice and huggable... One is a pink star, with things that glow in the dark, and one is a pighead (zhu tou!) courtesy of daoju people. =) Then I got a mini karaoke toy set which had a very pink box as well from some people in class, so cute lahz, don't know what I'll be doing with it though... Anyway that wasn't the highlight of my pre-birthday day, the highlight was the card!!! My class signed a nice card for me, and the card is hand made, with lots of pictures, photos of people in class and little messages for me... -squeals with delight- My class is soooooooooo sweet lahz! -melts- I haven't got a hand made card since p6 (yes, I am that sad), and it's very sweet... Especially since they tried to hide it from me, and I was blur enough to not notice until yesterday. Even after poh jee kept asking me about what cartoon characters I liked, and stuff like that. Oh well, being blur made it all much more meaningful. =) My class is sweet, and I love them to bits for it, because it makes me feel all loved and wanted. =D


Sunday, May 15, 2005


Haiz, I want a proper weekend.

weekend

Week-end \Week"-end"\, n. The end of the week; specif., though loosely, the period observed commonly as a holiday, from Saturday noon or Friday night to Monday; as, to visit one for a week-end; also, a house party during a week-end.

I want a weekend which I don't have to spend in school or spend doing school related things like tutorials, filing or studying. =( I don't want tomorrow to be a Monday, I don't want to go back to school yet.

The daoju people sounded like they had a lot of fun yesterday, wish I had gone. Especially since I reached home relatively early last night, at about 7 plus, when the sky hadn't turned black, and the rain hadn't started yet.

It's a very miserable feeling, knowing that your life somehow is incomplete and unfulfilled, yet you don't know how to rectify it, or go about finding time to do something about it.

I feel my life wasting away as I continue rambling here like this, and I'm not doing anything about it. Which is essentially stupid, and I should just stop.


Saturday, May 14, 2005


Friday the 13th

To sum it up simply, I miscalculated my chem SPA, didn't know how to calculate my math and copied from the original text for dong ye. Haiz, very shi bai I know... =(


Thursday, May 12, 2005


Chronicles of The Annoying PW Guy (cont'd)

Yesterday was yet another day of very fruitful PW sessions. After efficiently deciding on dates for meetings and what we would want to accomplish by then, we started to idle. PW soon quickly gave way to irrelevant chatter, something anyone with a decent set of communicative skills could achieve. But no... TAPWG had to steer the conversation in such a way that once again successfully proved his severe lack of EQ. A bit of the conversation went like this,

TAPWG, "Huh? You're from GEP arh? And you're taking higher chinese? How can? I thought all GEP people flunked their chinese!"

Apparently not, because I'm here. But then again, I cannot be blamed for his lack of exposure to the outside world, nor for the fact that his EQ is comparatively lesser than what those perceived geppers get for their chinese (if he has any semblance of EQ at all).

Then, not noticing the very significant change in my facial expression, he continued, "You must be the abnormal, weird one."

Yeap, abnormal, weird. That sums me up perfectly. -rolls eyes-

By that time I was so utterly disgusted I just walked off and went to complain to someone else.

Which reminds me, something very despicable happened yesterday. I will not repeat the incident here, but the sheer immaturity and vengefulness of that person has recently caused me to despise him. Not that I think he cares, but I abhor him, he's utterly repugnant.


Sunday, May 08, 2005


I quote someone from my pw group, "In my absence, don't screw up."

Ah yes, without someone all knowing, intelligent and eloquent such as yourself, we will most certainly fail our pw. Without you here for that entire long week, we will sink into such depths of failure that we might never get up, until you come back of course. The disappearance of your annoying presence in class will cause such heartbreak and disruption that nothing, especially not biology tutorials will be able to be carried on as usual. And when you're not there, there's no one else to ostracise and spout weird supposed jokes that no one gets! -gasp- What horror!

-rolls eyes-

Anyway that was just a little rant about someone. =) Overall I'm still in a relatively good mood because of yesterday! I spent my entire day outside, and my schedule looked something like this:

0715-1000: Combined Sports Meet
1000-1430: Kbox at paradiz centre
1430-1700: Xiaopin competition at the Teochew building
1700-1830: Dinner at plaza sing
1900-2200: Soiree concert

So effectively, I spent my entire saturday out of the house doing things not related to school work. Okay, but the happiest part of everything must have been dinner! Shell and I were being very tan chi, so we shared a bowl of noodles and ate things like muah chee and fried ice cream! The muah chee is very very very nice!!!! I was grinning like some idiot after that, but it's nice. Sometimes it's the simple things that make you happiest. And my cousin smsed saying that my auntie was most probably willing to sponser me on a trip to hk during the june hols. I'd be going with my da yi, san yi and probably 2 cousins. But getting a fully sponsered trip is very cool, and it's nice having relatively rich and single aunties. =) Although the offer sounds irresistable and all, but there are things holding me back, like showcase in early july, block tests immediately after the june hols and other things like how I'm going to find time to go out with people from sec school! My June holidays are busy busy busy, with first week gone for xie zuo ying, then maybe another week for hk, then maybe a total of one week for co pracs... Which leaves one more week I think for random stuff, doing work and studying. Oh well.


Thursday, May 05, 2005


Haiz, after looking at the syf photos, I've decided that I look weird in photographs and should avoid being caught in them as far as possible. =)

In other news, I managed to spend my entire break today sleeping at the class bench. But despite that, I still nodded off/slept/nearly slept in bio lecture, chem lecture and gp. And even after that, I slept on the bus on the way home. Hmm, I wonder if this means something.

Anyway, it's mother's day this sunday! What will you be doing?





















Your #1 Match: ESFJ




The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.


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The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.


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You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.


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You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.


Your #5 Match: ENFJ




The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.



Wednesday, May 04, 2005


我很庆幸我的心脏还能够为我的梦想而跳动, 但我的梦想是什么我却不知道.



Hmm, my last post was uberly depressed. =( I guess I was just feeling sentimental and weepy. Now I'm just tired. But then again, when I lack sleep, I tend to become kookier. Or rather I start doing things like randomly hitting people that I probably might not do if I had slept enough.

Anyway, co bagged a gold with honours. -beams- I didn't feel very overwhelmed or anything, not sure why, but I was quite happy about it. It's nice to be able to sort of mi bu that silver from 2 years ago, yet I feel that the silver touched me more. After the results were announced we were supposed to go xiao long bao-ing, but we ended up scattered around cineleisure. That was when I suddenly felt like eating desserts, like ice cream, cakes or famous amos cookies! To sum it up, I felt piggy. =) But piggy in a good way, I think.

It's all over so fast, yesterday whilst sitting there and listening to the other schools, qinghua was mentioning how barely a few hours ago we were in the tuning room practising. A few minutes later we were on stage performing. And minutes after that we were on the lower floor of the hall, listening to victoria playing on stage, with njc in one of the columns and ac somewhere in front of us.

Sitting in the same room, on higher level seats for the afternoon session, the feeling was once again different. It was a complicated day, having all those different yet equally strong emotions within hours of each other. It crammed within that few hours, in the same small space of a little hall, with shiny brass instruments reflecting light into your eyes, or shimmery costumes meant to dazzle and impress. Loud, heavy beats coming steadily, enhanced by the percussion friendly acoustics of the hall, sharp piercing notes, sometimes accurate, often not, and warm soothing sounds that were very useful in puting people(like me!) to sleep. Then again if you only slept 4 hours the night before, I don't think you'd be very much awake either.

Months of practise, one day, one bridge announcement, and now it's all over.

Back to the life, or no life that I had and will continue with, until the next time consuming activity that causes me not to leave school till the sun goes down.

Interestingly, when I got home today at 7.10, my dad remarked, "This is called early?" I told him that the sun was still up. =)