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Monday, April 24, 2006Memories should stay the way they are, hidden at the back of your mind, occasionally drudged up to remind you of all that was good. Then you can compare it with your current miserable life now until this too becomes a distant memory. Humans are funny creatures. Haha. One shouldn't try to continue memories, since every memory is unique and when you have immortalised that fragment, everything else seems to pale in comparison. Sometimes you can't figure out why you don't feel the same as you did then, even though everything else remains the same. When reality and idealism collide, those caught in the middle suffer the worst, those who can't decide which to choose, then suffer the consequences of indecision. And now that memory is tainted. I should have left when it was simple. The guilt then and helplessness now, which is the lesser of two evils? That decision is sadly no longer mine to make, and all that's left is to try and stay afloat. I am disillusioned. Blah blah blah. 期望越高，失望越大... |