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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


I never knew waking up early in the morning, without being coerced, could be such a fun thing to do. Of course, I didn't exactly plan to wake up at 3am in the morning, I was suffering from insomnia! For some weird reason or another, after I had one cup of coffee at KAP yesterday, I became rather high-strung. And it wasn't good at all, since I was trying to mug, and absorbing information suddenly became very hard. First I would read a sentence, then realise that I either a) didn't read the sentence in it's entirety (resulting in my lack of understanding) b) read the sentence too quickly (and couldn't absorb) or c) missed some words and assumed things (which ended up in me having wrong concepts, which were discovered when I attempted the tys). Meaning that for perhaps one point/sentence, I had to read it at least a few times before I finally got what it was trying to say.

Not only that, to get rid of whatever nervous energy it was from the coffee, I kept shaking my foot, which usually, is extremely annoying for me if done by anyone else. And I became cranky too, liberally using curse/swear words referring to the netherworld, condemning and otherwise. After which, I got a horrible headache which made me feel like puking. =(

When I finally reached home though, my computer refused to work! The system couldn't detect the primary master rubbish or something, so here I am, 7 something in the morning, using my parents' computer to type this entry.

Actually I officially woke up at 3am. After numerous attempts at reviving my computer (which sadly failed) I decided to sleep at 12. Unfortunately for me, it was not a restful sleep and I woke up shortly after at about 2.30am. Then I tossed and turned about until 3am, decided to try and make myself sleep by doing what bores me the most, mugging chem. Well actually before that I was playing puzzle bubble on my handphone for about half an hour, then my eyes became extremely tired and a bit painful, so I tried to switch to mugging instead. Another reason for my lack of proper sleep was my overactive imagination. Because of something(s) some one(people) mentioned at KAP, I went home feeling rather spooked, or rather overly sensitive/suspicious. And at 2/3am in the morning, when no one else in the house is awake but you, and it's still dark outside, being alone with your imagination running wild isn't the most comforting feeling in the world.

But in any case, I mugged chem, and still didn't fall asleep, so I smsed some people whom I thought would be awake. Actually I only smsed hs, since NS people should have to wake up quite early right? But there was no reply! <- As you can tell, I was insanely bored and lacking in company. Thankfully my parents woke up soon after at about 5 plus, and I trotted to the kitchen and sat there talking to my mum who was cutting fruits. Needless to say she was very surprised by me being concious at a time earlier than 10, since my usual waking up time would be about 10+.

After they went to work, it was more chem mugging, then I bathed, and now here I am in front of the computer.

It's been less than 7 hours into today, about 4 hours plus since I woke up, and I wrote an entire post recounting part of my day today and part of it from yesterday. Hehe, waffle power!