sometimes glass glitters

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more than diamonds

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goodbye


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Tuesday, April 19, 2005


I miss me time. I miss having time to myself to do whatever I want. I want to have this big window of time, find somewhere quiet and windy, sit down and do homework with music playing in the background. I want to be able to practise my dizi and actually enjoy it, by myself during that break, without disturbances from others or comments, no matter how useful... And I actually want time to sleep, such that I can last an entire day without yawning during lessons.

I'm tired, sleepy and I need more time. I don't want to be torn apart by my commitments and I much less don't want to be defined by what my responsibilities are. I need time off from school. A day or two, completely school commitment free, and I'll be a much happier person. Sad to say, when I do return from my fictatious day offs, I'll just have more to do... All. Over. Again.