sometimes glass glitters

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Thursday, March 24, 2005


Can they stay? 1 out of 4 can, 1 out of 9 can.

Will I miss the rest? Definitely. In fact I'll miss the 3 more than the 8... It may sound quite bad, but I've grown much much closer to the hc people than the class. And I've got a bad case of phd. The entire week, I haven't completed a single piece of homework, I sleep during lessons and lectures, I have developed a heck care attitude towards teachers and certain people of authority alike (and or otherwise) and I've basically been gloomy the entire morning/day/night.

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Maybe I am just taking things too hard, if other people can recover so quickly, why not I? But then again, do I really want to recover so quickly? Get my life back to it's regular regime. Then lose touch of how to go crazy, how to have fun and how to remember? In that case I'd rather not.

If the depression was a disease, I wouldn't mind dying from it. Solely because it means that I've been through huang cheng and experienced and gone through everything that I have. That I've learnt what I have, known whom I have, done what I have and aspired what I will.