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Monday, October 04, 2004


Hmm, after being sad for about half the day on friday, I found it an utter and complete waste of my time, so I went to study. Then at night I felt depressed, so I ate tom yam, black pepper and chilli foods. All kind of numbing and spicy, not much help though, felt bloated and my tongue hurt. Anyway, my study schedule is crammed chock full. I have something to do everyday, like 7 chapters in an average day. And I now hate school, because in school everyone's lives revolves around grades and stuff. Okay, fine, understandable. What I don't get is how some people have nothing better to do than to keep worrying about their 6 points. Typical conversations goes something like this...

Person 1: Bleh, I don't know which school I want to go to, my L1R5 sucks...
Person 2: Really? What did you get?
Person 1: 11...
Person 2: Oh, I'd rather get 11...
Person 1: But why? You got a (insert curse words) 6!
Person 2: *lamentlamentwhinewhinebullshitbullshit*

TADA! And the class is filled to the brim with people like that, once or twice is fine, but not every single blardy day of the week. I hope you whine yourself to death one day, and grow huge worry warts and wrinkles. *sticks out tongue*

Now that that's settled, I don't know what I want to do in jc. *looks at grades* My humanities cmi, my sciences even more cmi, and the only thing I seem to be able to do is...maths? So what, go jc do computing econs F maths C maths? Seems an entirely INSANE(!) combination. I will die from numbers. And I still don't know what I want to do, which makes everything worse, because right now I don't even know to go humanities or science stream...

Maybe I should take LEP? But my friend says it's erm c lit like, and must study chinese history and hong lou meng and stuff like that. Then again, is F maths very very very hard?

Okay, I shouldn't be thinking about this now. *du shu, again.*